I have thought this through and through over and over again if this is the right decision for me. For two years I have mulled over this decision. And I think I’m finally gonna do it. Its time for me to leave and shut the door in this part of my life. And open a new one. This isn’t goodbye. I got what I needed out of this and this isn’t my life anymore…I don’t know if it ever was. A weight is lifted off my shoulders. I just have to be strong and continue to be myself and find myself most importantly.